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[jadedfaye]

After spending a few years worrying
about  falling out of  the favor of
some other boy that I had imagined into a god

I am not surprised
that I am not surprised
that you are
human

even if, for a time, I had imagined you into a king

But,
I have a God, give me a man
I have a King, give me a lover
I have a mind, give me an equal

I am
human