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You were beautiful
on your wedding day
Straight and fierce eyed and smiling
Happy

I'm sorry, Grandma
He was a weak man

Momma did better.
I know my father loves her
with every action and word.
He is wonderful and we are
Happy

For my part, Grandma,
I am still searching, but he is kind to me.

I see her; I hear him
A beautiful picture, but an off key tune
And I wonder if he ever bothers to sing to her
More than anything, I want to see her
Happy

Am I reading into things, Momma?
Sometimes, I'm not sure.

I have navigated through storms
and slept beside warm fires
I choose my battles.
More than anything, I want to be
Happy

After spending a few years worrying
about falling out of the favor of
some other boy that I had imagined into a god

I am not surprised
that I am not surprised
that you are
human

even if, for a time, I had imagined you into a king

But,
I have a God, give me a man
I have a King, give me a lover
I have a mind, give me an equal

I am
human